Wednesday, June 15, 2022

POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND SHELLSHOCK ARE NOT THE SAME THING

A SINGLE EVENT CAN CAUSE POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER BUT IT MAY TAKE A STRING OF EVENTS TO CREATE SHELL SHOCK.


SOME PTSD AFFECTED PERSONS CAN EXHIBIT A VARIETY OF ACTIVE BEHAVIORS AND ARE REPUTED TO ENGAGE IN DISORDERLY BEHAVIOR WHICH WOULD BE NOTICED. 

VIRTUALLY PARALYZED PERSONS ARE NOT NOTICED.


ARE THERE VIRTUALLY PARALYZED OR SWAYBACK AFFECTED PERSONS WHO HAD PTSD?


IN THE SHELL SHOCK VIDEOS AND PICTURES THE VICTIMS ARE, LIKE I AM, DISABLED BY THE SWAYBACK. 

THERE ARE OTHER VICTIMS WHO HID OR COWERED IN AVOIDANCE OF THE PERCEPTION OF THEIR TERROR AT THE EVER PRESENT DANGER THEY FACED.


I WOULD NOT HAVE ANY EVIDENCE TO PROVE THAT THERE ARE TWO SEPARATE DISORDERS. IT DOES NOT REALLY MATTER IN MY CASE BECAUSE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME IS COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION WHICH MIGHT ALARM PEOPLE BUT I AM UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT LOOK GRIM AS I STRUGGLE TO STAND AND BREATHE.

WHEN HE BEGAN TO BE HEMMED IN BY TRAFFIC THERE WAS A FORMER SOLDIER WHO HAD FACED BEING FORCED OFF THE ROAD ANYTIME INTO AN IED WHO WOULD EXPERIENCE SYMPTOMS SIMILAR TO WHAT I WOULD EXPERIENCE AS I BEGAN TO COLLAPSE. SERGEANT MCKENNA? WOULD HAVE TO PULL OVER.


That is what happens during the Seizures I experience when I am subjected to the various stimuli that cause either Collapse or Convulsion. I experience their description of how they are not able to get a breath, coupled with severe rigidization of the chest, and sometimes other muscle systems.

THE SOLDIER WOULD HAVE SIMILAR STIFFENING AND TEMPERATURE CHANGES  MOSTLY STARTING IN HIS NECK WHERE MINE SEEM TO START SIMILARILY IN MY LOW BACK.

I know that the Tonic Immobility Collapses can cause a Virtual Paralysis that lasts for months or years. I am not sure whether the effects of Convulsion or Spasm or the Seizures aforementioned are long lasting. It is likely that a thorough research of my Daily Diary of Condition and Activity would reveal what happened after some of the Convulsion episodes. 


DOES THAT PERSON HAVE SHELLSHOCK IN THE SAME WAY AS I DO? THAT BEING SUBJECT TO DANGEROUS ATTACKS ANYTIME AS A CHILD IS SIMILAR TO BEING SUBJECT TO BEING MANIPULATED AND BLOWN UP.


IF THIS  RAID, JUST THE GOONS IN FRONT , CAME TO MY HOUSE, I WOULD COLLAPSE.

I HAVE COLLAPSED INVOLUNTARILY, MANY TIMES,
KNOCKING OUT TEETH AND FROM GOING INTO A CONVULSION,
SIX YEARS AGO I  AM  STILL ALWAYS  DROOLING.
 


THERE IS A LOT OF NOT VERY DEFINITE INFORMATION ABOUT WHAT CAUSES TONIC IMMOBILITY BUT THE RESULT, IMMOBILITY, IS ALWAYS THE RESULT.


MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE DOES ALIGN WITH THE MAIN COMMON SYMPTOM , A FUNCTIONAL PARALYSIS, AS IT IS REPORTED. THE IRREMEDIABLE SITUATION WHERE I AM POWERLESS AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO THAT WILL NOT MAKE IT MORE DANGEROUS IS A TYPICAL SCENARIO IN THE LITERATURE ABOUT TONIC IMMOBILITY.


THERE IS THE UNFORTUNATE SITUATION WHERE A WOMAN IS COMPLETELY IN THE WRONG, PRESSING HER UNLAWFUL WILL OVER ME IN MY DELICATE SITUATION AND I AM NOT PERMITTED TO UNDERTAKE ANY EFFECTIVE RESPONSE. POLICE WOULD VIEW ANY CONFLICT AS MY AGGRESSION WHEN IT WAS ALWAYS MY PLACE THAT WAS BEING INVADED OR MY ASSETS THAT WERE BEING STOLEN.


IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO OR WHAT THE OPPOSITION OR THE INVADERS ARE IT IS ALL ABOUT WHOSE PROPERTY IT IS.




THE POLICE WILL DO ANYTHING TO DISQUALIFY SOMEONE THEY HEARD BAD THINGS ABOUT WITHOUT ASSESSING ANY GOVERNMENT OR BUSINESS RECORDS OR ASSESING A MAN'S PERFORMANCE OR EVEN APPLYING BASIC COMMON SENSE. 


EVERYTIME I RECALL THE PARALYZING EVENTS THAT CREATED COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY OR TONIC IMMOBILITY I RELIVE THE PARALYSIS AND ANGUISH.


I THINK THAT DAMNED BULLSHIT AUTHOTITARIANISM CAUSES AN INSTANT FALL INTO COLLAPSED AND VIRTUALLY PARALYZED TONIC IMMOBILITY.



THE REVERSE ARCH OF THE BACK IS INDICATIVE OF SHELL SHOCK

  KNOCK! KNOCK! AND COLLAPSE. THERE WAS A LOUD KNOCKING ON A DOOR. I SPASMED INTO A REVERSE ARCH. MY LEFT LEG TWISTED. I FELL ASLEEP REPEATE...