THE NEVER ENDING REPERCUSSIONS OF EVENTS WHICH CAUSE COLLAPSE , CONVULSION, PHYSICAL IMPACT INJURY OR SHELL SHOCK.

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EVERY TIME I LOOK OUT MY WINDOWS OR HEAR A MOTOR VEHICLE I AM APPREHENSIVE THAT POLICE ARE HERE.

IT HAS BEEN EIGHT YEARS SINCE THE POLICE WERE LAST HERE BUT SHELL SHOCK IS NEVER ENDING.

I NEVER REALLY GET TO FEEL SECURE AND RELAXED AT MY HOME WHERE I HAVE LIVED FOR NEARLY A HALF A CENTURY. MY EX-WIFE AND HER LAWYER WERE SURE I WOULD BE HARASSED INTO SELLING OUT AND THEN SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO TAKE MORE MONEY FROM ME.

  

I HAVE TO DECLARE THAT AFTER ENOUGH HOSTILE UNLAWFUL INTERVENTIONS HAD OCCURRED I LOST MY COURAGE AND MY CONFIDENCE.

THE WORST SHELL SHOCK INDUCING SCENARIOS INVOLVE INTIMIDATING OVERWHELMING FORCE OR NUMBERS.

A REALLY DEVASTATING BLOW IS DEALT TO ONE`S ENERGY AND PEACE OF MIND WHEN THE POLICE RAID WHILE ONE IS SLEEPING. I HAVE NEVER SLEPT PROPERLY AND DEEPLY WHERE THIS HAPPENED AT MY SUITE IN VICTORIA AND AT MY HOMESTEAD AT OTTER POINT BC. 

THIS IS AN EFFECT OF THE SHELL SHOCK WHICH IS PRODUCED BY UNWARRANTED AND UNPROVOKED RAIDS ON MY HOME.

SHELL SHOCK MAY BE AN IMPORTANT CONTRIBUTOR TO MY TONIC IMMOBILITY, COLLAPSE AND THE VIRTUAL TO TOTAL PARALYSIS WHICH I AM EXPERIENCING NOW. I CANNOT EVEN DO MY, PREVIOUSLY ALWAYS DONE DAILY, MUSIC PRACTICE.

I FIND MYSELF, REPEATEDLY, IN A SEMI-FETAL POSITION. I AM HALF CURLED AND MY LEFT LEG IS BENT MORE THAN THE RIGHT LEG. I DO NOT MOVE A MUSCLE.

Postscript: I often do not get relief without applying traction to my back and/or neck, or legs and in addition, often, I have to interlock my fingers and apply traction by curling my hand to pull on my  fingers and my arm or I pull out my fingers by grasping and twisting my fingers and applying traction to finger joints.

THIS IS THE "THROWN DOWN" PART OF ONE OF THOSE MOTHER'S ATTACKS WHERE MY NECK WAS TWISTED TO THE RIGHT AND THEN YANKED BACK TO THE LEFT AND I WAS THROWN TO THE FLOOR.

WHEN I WAS SNUCK UP ON AND THROWN DOWN, AND SOMETIMES JUMPED ON AS WELL, A PAVLOVIAN COLLAPSE RESPONSE WAS CREATED. 

I CAN COLLAPSE IF I AM THREATENED OR IF I THINK SOMEONE IS GOING TO SNEAK UP ON ME OR IF AN UNJUST PUNISHMENT IS ATTEMPTED. THE IMPOSITION OF A PLAN TO HAVE NUMEROUS AUTHORITIES STALK, CHARGE AND JAIL ME CREATES A WEAKNESS IN MY ENTIRE BODY.

WHEN I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY HOSTILE PERSONS I HAVE COLLAPSED, USUALLY DOWN MY LEFT SIDE, WHICH COMPRESSED AND INJURED MY KNEE.

AFTER EVERY INJURY, COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION, VIRTUAL PARALYSIS AND TONIC IMMOBILITY SET IN, ALONG WITH, AT THE WORST, THE REVERSE ARCHED BACK WHICH IS A SYMPTOM OF  

SHELL SHOCK.

THIS MAY BE THE MOST IMPORTANT POST IN THE SHELLSHOCK LIFE BLOG.

 

POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND SHELLSHOCK ARE NOT THE SAME THING

A SINGLE EVENT CAN CAUSE POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER BUT IT MAY TAKE A STRING OF EVENTS TO CREATE SHELL SHOCK.

SOME PTSD AFFECTED PERSONS CAN EXHIBIT A VARIETY OF ACTIVE BEHAVIORS AND ARE REPUTED TO ENGAGE IN DISORDERLY BEHAVIOR WHICH WOULD BE NOTICED. 

VIRTUALLY PARALYZED PERSONS ARE NOT NOTICED.

ARE THERE VIRTUALLY PARALYZED OR SWAYBACK AFFECTED PERSONS WHO HAD PTSD?

IN THE SHELL SHOCK VIDEOS AND PICTURES THE VICTIMS ARE, LIKE I AM, DISABLED BY THE SWAYBACK. 

THERE ARE OTHER VICTIMS WHO HID OR COWERED IN AVOIDANCE OF THE PERCEPTION OF THEIR TERROR AT THE EVER PRESENT DANGER THEY FACED.

I WOULD NOT HAVE ANY EVIDENCE TO PROVE THAT THERE ARE TWO SEPARATE DISORDERS. IT DOES NOT REALLY MATTER IN MY CASE BECAUSE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME IS COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION WHICH MIGHT ALARM PEOPLE BUT I AM UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT LOOK GRIM AS I STRUGGLE TO STAND AND BREATHE.

WHEN HE BEGAN TO BE HEMMED IN BY TRAFFIC THERE WAS A FORMER SOLDIER WHO HAD FACED BEING FORCED OFF THE ROAD ANYTIME INTO AN IED WHO WOULD EXPERIENCE SYMPTOMS SIMILAR TO WHAT I WOULD EXPERIENCE AS I BEGAN TO COLLAPSE. SERGEANT MCKENNA? WOULD HAVE TO PULL OVER.

That is what happens during the Seizures I experience when I am subjected to the various stimuli that cause either Collapse or Convulsion. I experience their description of how they are not able to get a breath, coupled with severe rigidization of the chest, and sometimes other muscle systems.

THE SOLDIER WOULD HAVE SIMILAR STIFFENING AND TEMPERATURE CHANGES  MOSTLY STARTING IN HIS NECK WHERE MINE SEEM TO START SIMILARILY IN MY LOW BACK.

I know that the Tonic Immobility Collapses can cause a Virtual Paralysis that lasts for months or years. I am not sure whether the effects of Convulsion or Spasm or the Seizures aforementioned are long lasting. It is likely that a thorough research of my Daily Diary of Condition and Activity would reveal what happened after some of the Convulsion episodes. 

DOES THAT PERSON HAVE SHELLSHOCK IN THE SAME WAY AS I DO? THAT BEING SUBJECT TO DANGEROUS ATTACKS ANYTIME AS A CHILD IS SIMILAR TO BEING SUBJECT TO BEING MANIPULATED AND BLOWN UP.

IF THIS  RAID, JUST THE GOONS IN FRONT , CAME TO MY HOUSE, I WOULD COLLAPSE.

I HAVE COLLAPSED INVOLUNTARILY, MANY TIMES,
KNOCKING OUT TEETH AND FROM GOING INTO A CONVULSION,
SIX YEARS AGO I  AM  STILL ALWAYS  DROOLING. 

THERE IS A LOT OF NOT VERY DEFINITE INFORMATION ABOUT WHAT CAUSES TONIC IMMOBILITY BUT THE RESULT, IMMOBILITY, IS ALWAYS THE RESULT.

MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE DOES ALIGN WITH THE MAIN COMMON SYMPTOM , A FUNCTIONAL PARALYSIS, AS IT IS REPORTED. THE IRREMEDIABLE SITUATION WHERE I AM POWERLESS AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO THAT WILL NOT MAKE IT MORE DANGEROUS IS A TYPICAL SCENARIO IN THE LITERATURE ABOUT TONIC IMMOBILITY.

THERE IS THE UNFORTUNATE SITUATION WHERE A WOMAN IS COMPLETELY IN THE WRONG, PRESSING HER UNLAWFUL WILL OVER ME IN MY DELICATE SITUATION AND I AM NOT PERMITTED TO UNDERTAKE ANY EFFECTIVE RESPONSE. POLICE WOULD VIEW ANY CONFLICT AS MY AGGRESSION WHEN IT WAS ALWAYS MY PLACE THAT WAS BEING INVADED OR MY ASSETS THAT WERE BEING STOLEN.

IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO OR WHAT THE OPPOSITION OR THE INVADERS ARE IT IS ALL ABOUT WHOSE PROPERTY IT IS.

THE POLICE WILL DO ANYTHING TO DISQUALIFY SOMEONE THEY HEARD BAD THINGS ABOUT WITHOUT ASSESSING ANY GOVERNMENT OR BUSINESS RECORDS OR ASSESING A MAN'S PERFORMANCE OR EVEN APPLYING BASIC COMMON SENSE. 

EVERYTIME I RECALL THE PARALYZING EVENTS THAT CREATED COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY OR TONIC IMMOBILITY I RELIVE THE PARALYSIS AND ANGUISH.

I THINK THAT DAMNED BULLSHIT AUTHOTITARIANISM CAUSES AN INSTANT FALL INTO COLLAPSED AND VIRTUALLY PARALYZED TONIC IMMOBILITY.

LUCKY FOR ME I WAS NOT IN SHELLSHOCK MODE. I HAVE GOTTEN OUT OF SHELL SHOCK AND/OR TONIC IMMOBILITY SEVERAL TIMES.

 

THIS IS NOT THE THREE WHEELER ON FACEBOOK BUT IT IS HOW THE HARLEY TRIKE CAME AROUND THE CORNER. 

THE HARLEY DAVIDSON WAS ALMOST PRONE WITH THE RIDER'S HEAD A FOOT OFF THE GROUND.

Lindon Collard's  FACE BOOK COMMENT TO A GUY DOING WHEELIES ON A MODERN THREE WHEELER.

THREE WHEELERS WERE CONSIDERED DANGEROUS HERE IN SOUTH WEST BRITISH COLUMBIA WITH THE SINGLE FRONT WHEEL. I WAS SITTING AT THE STOP LIGHT AT 41ST AND FRASER IN VANCOUVER ON MY 1969 NORTON COMMANDO "S" . A HARLEY DAVIDSON TRIKE CAME AROUND OFF FRASER ON TO FORTY FIRST AND UPENDED ON TO ONE WHEEL AND THE FRONT WHEEL. LIKE A SPIDER IT DRIFTED RIGHT AT ME. YOW!. IT HIT THE MID ROAD CURB AND NOT ME. THE LIGHT CHANGED AND I ROLLED THE THROTTLE ON AND SHOT UP FORTY FIRST PAST THE GRAVEYARD.

IT WAS A HARLEY DAVIDSON TRIKE WHICH LOOKED A LOT LIKE THIS ONE.

SOME PARTS HAD BEEN REMOVED SO IT GOT FARTHER OVER INTO ITS UPSET.

Edit: I corrected using the term ``Trike`` to describe the three wheeled Harley. 

POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND SHELLSHOCK ARE NOT THE SAME THING

A SINGLE EVENT CAN CAUSE POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER BUT IT MAY TAKE A STRING OF EVENTS TO CREATE SHELL SHOCK.

SOME PTSD AFFECTED PERSONS CAN EXHIBIT A VARIETY OF ACTIVE BEHAVIORS AND ARE REPUTED TO ENGAGE IN DISORDERLY BEHAVIOR WHICH WOULD BE NOTICED. 

VIRTUALLY PARALYZED PERSONS ARE NOT NOTICED.

ARE THERE VIRTUALLY PARALYZED OR SWAYBACK AFFECTED PERSONS WHO HAD PTSD?

IN THE SHELL SHOCK VIDEOS AND PICTURES THE VICTIMS ARE, LIKE I AM, DISABLED BY THE SWAYBACK. 

THERE ARE OTHER VICTIMS WHO HID OR COWERED IN AVOIDANCE OF THE PERCEPTION OF THEIR TERROR AT THE EVER PRESENT DANGER THEY FACED.

I WOULD NOT HAVE ANY EVIDENCE TO PROVE THAT THERE ARE TWO SEPARATE DISORDERS. IT DOES NOT REALLY MATTER IN MY CASE BECAUSE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME IS COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION WHICH MIGHT ALARM PEOPLE BUT I AM UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT LOOK GRIM AS I STRUGGLE TO STAND AND BREATHE.

WHEN HE BEGAN TO BE HEMMED IN BY TRAFFIC THERE WAS A FORMER SOLDIER WHO HAD FACED BEING FORCED OFF THE ROAD ANYTIME INTO AN IED WHO WOULD EXPERIENCE SYMPTOMS SIMILAR TO WHAT I WOULD EXPERIENCE AS I BEGAN TO COLLAPSE. SERGEANT MCKENNA? WOULD HAVE TO PULL OVER.

That is what happens during the Seizures I experience when I am subjected to the various stimuli that cause either Collapse or Convulsion. I experience their description of how they are not able to get a breath, coupled with severe rigidization of the chest, and sometimes other muscle systems.

THE SOLDIER WOULD HAVE SIMILAR STIFFENING AND TEMPERATURE CHANGES  MOSTLY STARTING IN HIS NECK WHERE MINE SEEM TO START SIMILARILY IN MY LOW BACK.

I know that the Tonic Immobility Collapses can cause a Virtual Paralysis that lasts for months or years. I am not sure whether the effects of Convulsion or Spasm or the Seizures aforementioned are long lasting. It is likely that a thorough research of my Daily Diary of Condition and Activity would reveal what happened after some of the Convulsion episodes. 

DOES THAT PERSON HAVE SHELLSHOCK IN THE SAME WAY AS I DO? THAT BEING SUBJECT TO DANGEROUS ATTACKS ANYTIME AS A CHILD IS SIMILAR TO BEING SUBJECT TO BEING MANIPULATED AND BLOWN UP.

IF THIS  RAID, JUST THE GOONS IN FRONT , CAME TO MY HOUSE, I WOULD COLLAPSE.

I HAVE COLLAPSED INVOLUNTARILY, MANY TIMES,
KNOCKING OUT TEETH AND FROM GOING INTO A CONVULSION,
SIX YEARS AGO I  AM  STILL ALWAYS  DROOLING. 

THERE IS A LOT OF NOT VERY DEFINITE INFORMATION ABOUT WHAT CAUSES TONIC IMMOBILITY BUT THE RESULT, IMMOBILITY, IS ALWAYS THE RESULT.

MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE DOES ALIGN WITH THE MAIN COMMON SYMPTOM , A FUNCTIONAL PARALYSIS, AS IT IS REPORTED. THE IRREMEDIABLE SITUATION WHERE I AM POWERLESS AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO THAT WILL NOT MAKE IT MORE DANGEROUS IS A TYPICAL SCENARIO IN THE LITERATURE ABOUT TONIC IMMOBILITY.

THERE IS THE UNFORTUNATE SITUATION WHERE A WOMAN IS COMPLETELY IN THE WRONG, PRESSING HER UNLAWFUL WILL OVER ME IN MY DELICATE SITUATION AND I AM NOT PERMITTED TO UNDERTAKE ANY EFFECTIVE RESPONSE. POLICE WOULD VIEW ANY CONFLICT AS MY AGGRESSION WHEN IT WAS ALWAYS MY PLACE THAT WAS BEING INVADED OR MY ASSETS THAT WERE BEING STOLEN.

IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO OR WHAT THE OPPOSITION OR THE INVADERS ARE IT IS ALL ABOUT WHOSE PROPERTY IT IS.

THE POLICE WILL DO ANYTHING TO DISQUALIFY SOMEONE THEY HEARD BAD THINGS ABOUT WITHOUT ASSESSING ANY GOVERNMENT OR BUSINESS RECORDS OR ASSESING A MAN'S PERFORMANCE OR EVEN APPLYING BASIC COMMON SENSE. 

EVERYTIME I RECALL THE PARALYZING EVENTS THAT CREATED COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY OR TONIC IMMOBILITY I RELIVE THE PARALYSIS AND ANGUISH.

I THINK THAT DAMNED BULLSHIT AUTHOTITARIANISM CAUSES AN INSTANT FALL INTO COLLAPSED AND VIRTUALLY PARALYZED TONIC IMMOBILITY.

MANY OF THE SYMPTOMS OF SHELL SHOCK AND OF TONIC IMMOBILITY WERE THOUGHT OF AS BEING CAUSED BY A BACK INJURY BUT THE SHELL SHOCK DIRECTLY CAUSED THE SPINAL DISABILITY WHICH PREVENTED NORMAL MOVEMENT.

 

DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED

Wednesday, May 4, 2022

THERE IS A DISABILITY, SWAYBACK, WHICH IS ASSOCIATED WITH TONIC IMMOBILITY.

SHELLSHOCK MIGHT BE THE OLD VERY DRAMATIC NAME FOR THE SYNDROME.

I WAS BUYING A NEW MATTRESS AT A SEARS DISCOUNT WAREHOUSE IN SAANICH IN 1982 OR THEREABOUTS. 

THE SALESMAN SAID THAT HE HAD A VERY BADLY INJURED BACK AS I HAD SAID I DID. HE RECOUNTED HIS INEXPLICABLE DIFFICULTY WITH TYING UP HIS SHOES AND PUTTING TROUSERS OR SOCKS  ON AS WELL.

I EXPERIENCED THAT DIFFICULTY. I WAS SURPRISED, OTHER BACK SYMPTOMS WERE ACUTE AT TIMES, BUT THERE WAS OFTEN AN INABILITY TO BEND FORWARD WHILE I WAS INFLEXIBLE AND IN A  REVERSE ARCH SPINAL ARCHITECTURE. THAT CAUSED MY CHEST TO SEIZE AS I  TRIED TO PUT MY SOCKS AND SHOES ON.

DISABLED AS THE SALESMAN AND I BOTH WERE, WE NEITHER OF US, KNEW THAT WHAT WAS HAMPERING US WAS NOT ONLY BACK INJURY BUT IT WAS ALSO:

SHELL SHOCK 

THERE ARE PROBABLY A LOT OF SHELL SHOCK AFFECTED PEOPLE, SOME  SUBTLY, OTHERS REVERSED ARCHED INTO AN INSTITUTIONALIZED WRECK.