I HAVE TO DECLARE THAT AFTER ENOUGH HOSTILE UNLAWFUL INTERVENTIONS HAD OCCURRED I LOST MY COURAGE AND MY CONFIDENCE.

THE WORST SHELL SHOCK INDUCING SCENARIOS INVOLVE INTIMIDATING OVERWHELMING FORCE OR NUMBERS.

A REALLY DEVASTATING BLOW IS DEALT TO ONE`S ENERGY AND PEACE OF MIND WHEN THE POLICE RAID WHILE ONE IS SLEEPING. I HAVE NEVER SLEPT PROPERLY AND DEEPLY WHERE THIS HAPPENED AT MY SUITE IN VICTORIA AND AT MY HOMESTEAD AT OTTER POINT BC. 

THIS IS AN EFFECT OF THE SHELL SHOCK WHICH IS PRODUCED BY UNWARRANTED AND UNPROVOKED RAIDS ON MY HOME.