THE NEVER ENDING REPERCUSSIONS OF EVENTS WHICH CAUSE COLLAPSE , CONVULSION, PHYSICAL IMPACT INJURY OR SHELL SHOCK.

THE EFFECTS OF BEING RAIDED AND WORSE, DRAGGED OFF TO JAIL, WITHOUT MY COMMITTING A CRIME ARE STILL ALWAYS WITH ME, ON MY MIND.

EVERY TIME I LOOK OUT MY WINDOWS OR HEAR A MOTOR VEHICLE I AM APPREHENSIVE THAT POLICE ARE HERE.

IT HAS BEEN EIGHT YEARS SINCE THE POLICE WERE LAST HERE BUT SHELL SHOCK IS NEVER ENDING.

I NEVER REALLY GET TO FEEL SECURE AND RELAXED AT MY HOME WHERE I HAVE LIVED FOR NEARLY A HALF A CENTURY. MY EX-WIFE AND HER LAWYER WERE SURE I WOULD BE HARASSED INTO SELLING OUT AND THEN SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO TAKE MORE MONEY FROM ME.