THIS MAY BE THE MOST IMPORTANT POST IN THE SHELLSHOCK LIFE BLOG.

 

POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND SHELLSHOCK ARE NOT THE SAME THING

A SINGLE EVENT CAN CAUSE POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER BUT IT MAY TAKE A STRING OF EVENTS TO CREATE SHELL SHOCK.

SOME PTSD AFFECTED PERSONS CAN EXHIBIT A VARIETY OF ACTIVE BEHAVIORS AND ARE REPUTED TO ENGAGE IN DISORDERLY BEHAVIOR WHICH WOULD BE NOTICED. 

VIRTUALLY PARALYZED PERSONS ARE NOT NOTICED.

ARE THERE VIRTUALLY PARALYZED OR SWAYBACK AFFECTED PERSONS WHO HAD PTSD?

IN THE SHELL SHOCK VIDEOS AND PICTURES THE VICTIMS ARE, LIKE I AM, DISABLED BY THE SWAYBACK. 

THERE ARE OTHER VICTIMS WHO HID OR COWERED IN AVOIDANCE OF THE PERCEPTION OF THEIR TERROR AT THE EVER PRESENT DANGER THEY FACED.

I WOULD NOT HAVE ANY EVIDENCE TO PROVE THAT THERE ARE TWO SEPARATE DISORDERS. IT DOES NOT REALLY MATTER IN MY CASE BECAUSE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME IS COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION WHICH MIGHT ALARM PEOPLE BUT I AM UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT LOOK GRIM AS I STRUGGLE TO STAND AND BREATHE.

WHEN HE BEGAN TO BE HEMMED IN BY TRAFFIC THERE WAS A FORMER SOLDIER WHO HAD FACED BEING FORCED OFF THE ROAD ANYTIME INTO AN IED WHO WOULD EXPERIENCE SYMPTOMS SIMILAR TO WHAT I WOULD EXPERIENCE AS I BEGAN TO COLLAPSE. SERGEANT MCKENNA? WOULD HAVE TO PULL OVER.

That is what happens during the Seizures I experience when I am subjected to the various stimuli that cause either Collapse or Convulsion. I experience their description of how they are not able to get a breath, coupled with severe rigidization of the chest, and sometimes other muscle systems.

THE SOLDIER WOULD HAVE SIMILAR STIFFENING AND TEMPERATURE CHANGES  MOSTLY STARTING IN HIS NECK WHERE MINE SEEM TO START SIMILARILY IN MY LOW BACK.

I know that the Tonic Immobility Collapses can cause a Virtual Paralysis that lasts for months or years. I am not sure whether the effects of Convulsion or Spasm or the Seizures aforementioned are long lasting. It is likely that a thorough research of my Daily Diary of Condition and Activity would reveal what happened after some of the Convulsion episodes. 

DOES THAT PERSON HAVE SHELLSHOCK IN THE SAME WAY AS I DO? THAT BEING SUBJECT TO DANGEROUS ATTACKS ANYTIME AS A CHILD IS SIMILAR TO BEING SUBJECT TO BEING MANIPULATED AND BLOWN UP.

IF THIS  RAID, JUST THE GOONS IN FRONT , CAME TO MY HOUSE, I WOULD COLLAPSE.

I HAVE COLLAPSED INVOLUNTARILY, MANY TIMES,
KNOCKING OUT TEETH AND FROM GOING INTO A CONVULSION,
SIX YEARS AGO I  AM  STILL ALWAYS  DROOLING. 

THERE IS A LOT OF NOT VERY DEFINITE INFORMATION ABOUT WHAT CAUSES TONIC IMMOBILITY BUT THE RESULT, IMMOBILITY, IS ALWAYS THE RESULT.

MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE DOES ALIGN WITH THE MAIN COMMON SYMPTOM , A FUNCTIONAL PARALYSIS, AS IT IS REPORTED. THE IRREMEDIABLE SITUATION WHERE I AM POWERLESS AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO THAT WILL NOT MAKE IT MORE DANGEROUS IS A TYPICAL SCENARIO IN THE LITERATURE ABOUT TONIC IMMOBILITY.

THERE IS THE UNFORTUNATE SITUATION WHERE A WOMAN IS COMPLETELY IN THE WRONG, PRESSING HER UNLAWFUL WILL OVER ME IN MY DELICATE SITUATION AND I AM NOT PERMITTED TO UNDERTAKE ANY EFFECTIVE RESPONSE. POLICE WOULD VIEW ANY CONFLICT AS MY AGGRESSION WHEN IT WAS ALWAYS MY PLACE THAT WAS BEING INVADED OR MY ASSETS THAT WERE BEING STOLEN.

IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO OR WHAT THE OPPOSITION OR THE INVADERS ARE IT IS ALL ABOUT WHOSE PROPERTY IT IS.

THE POLICE WILL DO ANYTHING TO DISQUALIFY SOMEONE THEY HEARD BAD THINGS ABOUT WITHOUT ASSESSING ANY GOVERNMENT OR BUSINESS RECORDS OR ASSESING A MAN'S PERFORMANCE OR EVEN APPLYING BASIC COMMON SENSE. 

EVERYTIME I RECALL THE PARALYZING EVENTS THAT CREATED COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY OR TONIC IMMOBILITY I RELIVE THE PARALYSIS AND ANGUISH.

I THINK THAT DAMNED BULLSHIT AUTHOTITARIANISM CAUSES AN INSTANT FALL INTO COLLAPSED AND VIRTUALLY PARALYZED TONIC IMMOBILITY.

LUCKY FOR ME I WAS NOT IN SHELLSHOCK MODE. I HAVE GOTTEN OUT OF SHELL SHOCK AND/OR TONIC IMMOBILITY SEVERAL TIMES.

 

THIS IS NOT THE THREE WHEELER ON FACEBOOK BUT IT IS HOW THE HARLEY TRIKE CAME AROUND THE CORNER. 

THE HARLEY DAVIDSON WAS ALMOST PRONE WITH THE RIDER'S HEAD A FOOT OFF THE GROUND.

Lindon Collard's  FACE BOOK COMMENT TO A GUY DOING WHEELIES ON A MODERN THREE WHEELER.

THREE WHEELERS WERE CONSIDERED DANGEROUS HERE IN SOUTH WEST BRITISH COLUMBIA WITH THE SINGLE FRONT WHEEL. I WAS SITTING AT THE STOP LIGHT AT 41ST AND FRASER IN VANCOUVER ON MY 1969 NORTON COMMANDO "S" . A HARLEY DAVIDSON TRIKE CAME AROUND OFF FRASER ON TO FORTY FIRST AND UPENDED ON TO ONE WHEEL AND THE FRONT WHEEL. LIKE A SPIDER IT DRIFTED RIGHT AT ME. YOW!. IT HIT THE MID ROAD CURB AND NOT ME. THE LIGHT CHANGED AND I ROLLED THE THROTTLE ON AND SHOT UP FORTY FIRST PAST THE GRAVEYARD.

IT WAS A HARLEY DAVIDSON TRIKE WHICH LOOKED A LOT LIKE THIS ONE.

SOME PARTS HAD BEEN REMOVED SO IT GOT FARTHER OVER INTO ITS UPSET.

Edit: I corrected using the term ``Trike`` to describe the three wheeled Harley. 

POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND SHELLSHOCK ARE NOT THE SAME THING

A SINGLE EVENT CAN CAUSE POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER BUT IT MAY TAKE A STRING OF EVENTS TO CREATE SHELL SHOCK.

SOME PTSD AFFECTED PERSONS CAN EXHIBIT A VARIETY OF ACTIVE BEHAVIORS AND ARE REPUTED TO ENGAGE IN DISORDERLY BEHAVIOR WHICH WOULD BE NOTICED. 

VIRTUALLY PARALYZED PERSONS ARE NOT NOTICED.

ARE THERE VIRTUALLY PARALYZED OR SWAYBACK AFFECTED PERSONS WHO HAD PTSD?

IN THE SHELL SHOCK VIDEOS AND PICTURES THE VICTIMS ARE, LIKE I AM, DISABLED BY THE SWAYBACK. 

THERE ARE OTHER VICTIMS WHO HID OR COWERED IN AVOIDANCE OF THE PERCEPTION OF THEIR TERROR AT THE EVER PRESENT DANGER THEY FACED.

I WOULD NOT HAVE ANY EVIDENCE TO PROVE THAT THERE ARE TWO SEPARATE DISORDERS. IT DOES NOT REALLY MATTER IN MY CASE BECAUSE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME IS COLLAPSE OR CONVULSION WHICH MIGHT ALARM PEOPLE BUT I AM UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT LOOK GRIM AS I STRUGGLE TO STAND AND BREATHE.

WHEN HE BEGAN TO BE HEMMED IN BY TRAFFIC THERE WAS A FORMER SOLDIER WHO HAD FACED BEING FORCED OFF THE ROAD ANYTIME INTO AN IED WHO WOULD EXPERIENCE SYMPTOMS SIMILAR TO WHAT I WOULD EXPERIENCE AS I BEGAN TO COLLAPSE. SERGEANT MCKENNA? WOULD HAVE TO PULL OVER.

That is what happens during the Seizures I experience when I am subjected to the various stimuli that cause either Collapse or Convulsion. I experience their description of how they are not able to get a breath, coupled with severe rigidization of the chest, and sometimes other muscle systems.

THE SOLDIER WOULD HAVE SIMILAR STIFFENING AND TEMPERATURE CHANGES  MOSTLY STARTING IN HIS NECK WHERE MINE SEEM TO START SIMILARILY IN MY LOW BACK.

I know that the Tonic Immobility Collapses can cause a Virtual Paralysis that lasts for months or years. I am not sure whether the effects of Convulsion or Spasm or the Seizures aforementioned are long lasting. It is likely that a thorough research of my Daily Diary of Condition and Activity would reveal what happened after some of the Convulsion episodes. 

DOES THAT PERSON HAVE SHELLSHOCK IN THE SAME WAY AS I DO? THAT BEING SUBJECT TO DANGEROUS ATTACKS ANYTIME AS A CHILD IS SIMILAR TO BEING SUBJECT TO BEING MANIPULATED AND BLOWN UP.

IF THIS  RAID, JUST THE GOONS IN FRONT , CAME TO MY HOUSE, I WOULD COLLAPSE.

I HAVE COLLAPSED INVOLUNTARILY, MANY TIMES,
KNOCKING OUT TEETH AND FROM GOING INTO A CONVULSION,
SIX YEARS AGO I  AM  STILL ALWAYS  DROOLING. 

THERE IS A LOT OF NOT VERY DEFINITE INFORMATION ABOUT WHAT CAUSES TONIC IMMOBILITY BUT THE RESULT, IMMOBILITY, IS ALWAYS THE RESULT.

MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE DOES ALIGN WITH THE MAIN COMMON SYMPTOM , A FUNCTIONAL PARALYSIS, AS IT IS REPORTED. THE IRREMEDIABLE SITUATION WHERE I AM POWERLESS AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO THAT WILL NOT MAKE IT MORE DANGEROUS IS A TYPICAL SCENARIO IN THE LITERATURE ABOUT TONIC IMMOBILITY.

THERE IS THE UNFORTUNATE SITUATION WHERE A WOMAN IS COMPLETELY IN THE WRONG, PRESSING HER UNLAWFUL WILL OVER ME IN MY DELICATE SITUATION AND I AM NOT PERMITTED TO UNDERTAKE ANY EFFECTIVE RESPONSE. POLICE WOULD VIEW ANY CONFLICT AS MY AGGRESSION WHEN IT WAS ALWAYS MY PLACE THAT WAS BEING INVADED OR MY ASSETS THAT WERE BEING STOLEN.

IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO OR WHAT THE OPPOSITION OR THE INVADERS ARE IT IS ALL ABOUT WHOSE PROPERTY IT IS.

THE POLICE WILL DO ANYTHING TO DISQUALIFY SOMEONE THEY HEARD BAD THINGS ABOUT WITHOUT ASSESSING ANY GOVERNMENT OR BUSINESS RECORDS OR ASSESING A MAN'S PERFORMANCE OR EVEN APPLYING BASIC COMMON SENSE. 

EVERYTIME I RECALL THE PARALYZING EVENTS THAT CREATED COLLAPSE IMMOBILITY OR TONIC IMMOBILITY I RELIVE THE PARALYSIS AND ANGUISH.

I THINK THAT DAMNED BULLSHIT AUTHOTITARIANISM CAUSES AN INSTANT FALL INTO COLLAPSED AND VIRTUALLY PARALYZED TONIC IMMOBILITY.

MANY OF THE SYMPTOMS OF SHELL SHOCK AND OF TONIC IMMOBILITY WERE THOUGHT OF AS BEING CAUSED BY A BACK INJURY BUT THE SHELL SHOCK DIRECTLY CAUSED THE SPINAL DISABILITY WHICH PREVENTED NORMAL MOVEMENT.

 

DISABLED NOT COMPENSATED

Wednesday, May 4, 2022

THERE IS A DISABILITY, SWAYBACK, WHICH IS ASSOCIATED WITH TONIC IMMOBILITY.

SHELLSHOCK MIGHT BE THE OLD VERY DRAMATIC NAME FOR THE SYNDROME.

I WAS BUYING A NEW MATTRESS AT A SEARS DISCOUNT WAREHOUSE IN SAANICH IN 1982 OR THEREABOUTS. 

THE SALESMAN SAID THAT HE HAD A VERY BADLY INJURED BACK AS I HAD SAID I DID. HE RECOUNTED HIS INEXPLICABLE DIFFICULTY WITH TYING UP HIS SHOES AND PUTTING TROUSERS OR SOCKS  ON AS WELL.

I EXPERIENCED THAT DIFFICULTY. I WAS SURPRISED, OTHER BACK SYMPTOMS WERE ACUTE AT TIMES, BUT THERE WAS OFTEN AN INABILITY TO BEND FORWARD WHILE I WAS INFLEXIBLE AND IN A  REVERSE ARCH SPINAL ARCHITECTURE. THAT CAUSED MY CHEST TO SEIZE AS I  TRIED TO PUT MY SOCKS AND SHOES ON.

DISABLED AS THE SALESMAN AND I BOTH WERE, WE NEITHER OF US, KNEW THAT WHAT WAS HAMPERING US WAS NOT ONLY BACK INJURY BUT IT WAS ALSO:

SHELL SHOCK 

THERE ARE PROBABLY A LOT OF SHELL SHOCK AFFECTED PEOPLE, SOME  SUBTLY, OTHERS REVERSED ARCHED INTO AN INSTITUTIONALIZED WRECK.

THERE ARE PROBABLY A LOT OF CRIPPLED PEOPLE WHO THE X-RAYS AND SCANS MAKE LOOK LIKE THEY ARE IMAGINING THEIR SYMPTOMS WHICH ARE SYMPTOMS OF SHELL SHOCK

I COLLAPSED WHEN I WAS MOBBED OR DISCARDED AND I REVERSE ARCHED INTO A WRECKED AND UNUSEABLE BODILY CONDITION. NONE OF THE DOCTORS NOR THE PHYSIOTHERAPISTS, NOR THE CHIROPRACTORS, NOR  THE OSTEOPATHS COULD FIND OUT WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME DESPITE CAT SCANS AND X-RAYS AND OTHER DUBIOUS QUESTIONING. 

WILL SMITH'S WIFE WAS ORDERING HIM TO DO VIOLENCE: {WHAT ELSE WOULD THAT LOOK DEMAND? SHE WAS DEMANDING A RESPONSE, EITHER A VERBAL OR A PHYSICAL RESPONSE. WILL SMITH MADE A FULL RESPONSE. SMITH WHACKED CHRIS ROCK AND ALSO LAUNCHED A VERBAL ASSAULT WHICH WOULD SEEM TO BE THE USUAL RESPONSE TO A JOKE ONE DISLIKED IF INDEED ANY RESPONSE TO CHRIS ROCK'S JOKE WAS REQUIRED OR APPROPRIATE} THIS IS A VERY HIGH PROFILE EXAMPLE OF WHAT MISUSE OF SEXUAL PRIVILEGE USUALLY HAPPENS IN SECRET BEHIND CLOSED DOORS

NEEDLESS TO SAY, THIS HAD BEEN ONE OF MY PRIMARY FEARS AS I WAS ABOUT AND ABOUT. A WOMAN COULD BE OFFENDED BY MY NON INTRUSIVE, NON VIOLENT AND LAWFUL BEHAVIOR AND SHE WOULD GET HER HUSBAND OR BOYFRIEND OR THE POLICE ONTO ME BY LYING OR FEIGNING FEAR AS A POWER AND IMPLEMENTING A SEXUAL OR GENDER PRIVILEGE ASSAULT.

MY BROTHER HELPED FAMILY MEMBERS TO HIDE AND STEAL MY INHERITANCES. 

HE DID  THIS TO START WITH AT THE BEHEST OF HIS WIFE, MY BROTHER ANDREW ADMITTED. HIS WIFE OBJECTED TO MY INHERITING MONEY LIKE HER OLDER BROTHER HAD. SHE DID NOT WANT THIS HAPPENING IN "HER NEW FAMILY". I LINDON COLLARD WAS NOT HER NEW FAMILY. FRANCINE DAGENAIS WAS A FRANCO FASCIST, A MALIGNANT NARCISSIST, AND SHE WAS A FEMALE SUPREMACIST. I WOULD NOT LET HER INTO ANY FAMILY OF MINE, SO THEY STOLE THE FAMILY FROM ME. 

 

I WOULD DEDUCE: FRANCINE DAGENAIS SENT MY BROTHER ANDREW OVER TO ATTACK ME LIKE WILL SMITH'S WIFE GOT WILL TO ATTACK CHRIS ROCK.

MY BROTHER HAD ROBBED ME, LIED TO ME, DEFRAUDED ME AND HID MY MAIL AND MY INHERITANCES FROM ME AND HE CAME TO MY HOUSE IN 2000 WHERE HE SUCKER BLOWED ME LIKE SMITH DID TO CHRIS ROCK, BUT WITH A TEN FINGER TAI CHI BLOW THAT HAS LEFT ME CRIPPLED TO THIS DAY. 

DESPITE BEING DISABLED AND EASILY INJURED IN THAT STATE, I WENT TO WORK AT THE ROCKCLIFFE WHICH I HAD JUST PURCHASED, FOR A FEW HOURS.

AT THE ROCKCLIFFE AFTER MY FIRST DAY'S WORK, I WENT TO BED AT 4;30 PM.

VICTORIA CITY POLICE OR THE ALF TOONE CORPORATION DEMANDED THAT ONE OF MY WORKERS FETCH ME, WHICH HE DID, UNFORTUNATELY. I HAD SAID THAT I WAS GOING TO SLEEP AND THAT I MUST NOT BE DISTURBED.

THERE WERE TWO MORONIC FEMALE SUPREMACISTS IN MY PARKING LOT WITH TWO CITY OF VICTORIA POLICE OFFICERS AND TWO BARFIGHTERS SMACKING THEIR FISTS INTO THEIR HANDS AND SCOWLING LIKE DEMONS.

This was in early 2001, I managed a nap or two but I was uncomfortable at my own property The Rockcliffe. Not much later, the Alf Toone Corporation and Atco Fencing had 12 people in my parking lot when I arrived. I had a Tonic Immobility collapse. I was never able to sleep again at my #300 1317 Hillside home at the Rockcliffe and eventually I was not able to go there at all. In 2015 there was malfunctioning equipment, my manager was out of town. I had to go to the Rockliffe. I collapsed and have not ever recovered because I was raided and threatened several more times, each instance triggered either Tonic Immobility Collapse or Convulsion worsening my inability to recover.

NOVEMBER 5 2020 AS I DROVE PAST THE ROCKLIFFE TO GO TO A MEDICAL APPOINTMENT I HAD A COLLAPSE OR SEIZURE JUST FROM DRIVING PAST MY HOME WHICH I SHOULD HAVE USED AS I HAD PLANNED TO FACILITATE APPOINTMENTS AND MEETINGS. THE ROCKCLIFFE IS MY BUSINESS WHICH I AM DRIVEN OFF OF BUT HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYTHING NOT ATTENDED TO SPEEDILY, BUT I AM NOT ABLE TO, I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON THERE

THIS BEHAVIOR BY ALL PERSONS INVOLVED TERRORIZES ME AND TRIGGERS ATTACKS OF SHELL SHOCK.

This is the result of childhood through 76 years old of having sociopaths harass and intimidate me trying to effect their terminal supervision conquest.

SHELL SHOCK LIFE

  

HOW MANY PEOPLE ENDURE THE COMPLETELY IGNORED RESULT OF LONG TERM TERRORIZATION?

THIS ISSUE IS SOMETHING I HAVE BEEN AWARE OF FOR SOME TIME. I HAVE, ONCE AGAIN VIEWED VIDEO OF SEVERE CASES OF DISABILITY FROM SHELL SHOCK. 

I HAVE A MORE CONTROLLABLE CASE OF SHELL SHOCK; IT IS POSSIBLE THAT TO A GREATER AND TO LESSER DEGREES OTHER PERSONS HAVE A SIMILAR DISABLING PSYCHOLOGICAL-PHYSICAL SYNDROME.

IT IS TIME TO ESTABLISH KNOWLEDGE OF THE TERRIBLE UNNECESSARY HUMAN ACTION CAUSED LOSS OF QUALITY OF LIFE WHICH IS CAUSED BY SHELL SHOCK. 

WHAT ABOUT STARTING WITH A VICTIM'S REGISTRY AND A "GO FUND ME PAGE".